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The orange plastic plate

 

 

We tend to look down on plastic; cheap stuff fit only for children’s toys and buckets. Plastic buckets are mighty useful if you want to carry water, but definitely not something to inspire symphonies or sacred poetry, right?    Wrong.

Another story coming up.

Please make yourself comfortable and revisit the mind of a Thai child of yesteryear.



Hand gestures in the flickering light

 

 

 

 

It’s late evening and, as the light of the sun fades, an eight-year-old boy comes in from playing in the dirt road with his friends to join his grandmother, uncles, cousins and a lazy ridgeback dog under a simple wooden house on stilts. It’s cooler under the raised floor. Rough mosquito netting has been tacked between the stilts and to the supporting beams to keep at least some of the mosquitoes and flying insects out. Electricity hasn’t reached this area yet. A spluttering oil lamp flickers to one side.



It’s the boy’s favourite time of day. It’s that magical time when his old relatives tell stories. Sprawling, squatting, reclining in the flickering half light, they gather to drink beer from heavy misty glasses with molded handles or Chinese tea from flower-painted but chipped earthenware cups and - create magic.

The gnarled sun-baked old faces crease into delighted smiles as the elders listen, as if it were the first time, to tales of strange creatures and visitors who, lost in the rice fields, stumbled upon this sleepy isolated hamlet. Hand gestures in the flickering light paint shadow birds or ghostly marauders on the drooping mosquito netting and the earthen floor. The old ones and the boy gasp in unison with delighted mock fear at certain points and add ribald embellishments as appropriate.

In their minds, objects in the storyspace under the battered wooden house become supernatural visitors and a sack of sticky rice transforms into a greedy government official. The story-teller’s words imbue life into inanimate objects in order to flesh out her story. Everyone knows it’s just a story but agrees to participate in its expression.

Sadly, these days, this rural lifestyle has been almost swallowed up by blaring TV screens and rasping transistors.

I mentioned this story because it demonstrates how imagination and great story-telling can transform a piece of hand-woven checked cloth thrown over a flimsy tin fold-up chair into a terrifying demon or a greedy government official, for a fleeting moment at least.


Intrinsic essence

Now I would like to tell you of another transformation – one that takes you deep into the intrinsic essence of an object as opposed to an object being given imaginative gilding from the outside.

Fast forward to 1989. It was at the time of the slightly cooler season that Thais refer to as winter – late November. The location is an unimpressive suburban temple on the outskirts of northern Bangkok. Wat Boonsrimuneegorn is in Minburi. It could not be seen from the main Ramindra Road nearby, as it was set back behind the row houses that lined the road. It was far into the rice fields that still characterized the area at that time. The narrow track that led to the temple was accessible by two-stroke motorcycles with extended sidecars. An intrepid taxi driver might sometimes attempt the drive but usually gave up halfway, when he realized that the unmade track skirted swamps that were barely visible through the tall yellowing grasses. The track changed direction sharply and unexpectedly many times. Negotiating the part of the track nearer the temple was similar to blind flying.

The area is home to many Muslim families. The temple community woke in the early morning to the sound of a novice, at the top of a high and rickety wooden platform tower, creatively ringing the morning bell and, almost simultaneously, by the haunting amplified call to prayer by the muezzin from the neighbouring mosque.

It’s not long after dawn. Warm golden light slants across the polished wooden floor. After about forty minutes of walking meditation, it is time to change to a sitting position. In walking meditation, you look six to eight feet ahead on the floor, not focusing on any particular feature of the floor but maintaining a loose focus so that you don’t bump into anything or lose balance.

Wooden planks in the sun

Having been walking outside on the narrow balcony, which had a floor made of wooden planks that had been exposed to the sun for many years, the change in the quality of the floor planks was noticeable as I was about to step inside the simple room. One of the white robed nuns, called Mae Jiis in Thai, had left, just near the door, an orange plastic plate such as are routinely given to monks. On the plate will be offerings of food, simple medicine and other necessities, all wrapped up in orange cellophane with a shiny orange ribbon bow to top it off.
The kindly Mae Jii would sometimes put some food on the plastic plate for a thin, grubby white cat that often came to this building for food scraps and cuddles. On this particular morning, the plate was empty but not so clean. Presumably the cat was already full and had gone away to sleep somewhere nearby.

A ray of sunlight lay diagonally across the warm sun-bleached planks, across the plate and about three feet into the room. As I lifted my right foot to step across the slightly raised piece of wood that served as a threshold, I saw the plate. It was extraordinary. The orange plastic glowed with fiery radiance - seemingly from within its own substance. The colour was so intense, it took my breath away. It shone with an inner fire. As I moved my head slightly, more shades of orangeness revealed themselves. A slight inclination of the molded surface, defined by the sunlight, sparkled with gradations of saturated orangeness that, as it moved beneath the edge of plate, almost hummed with chestnut depth.

The plate was on the wooden floor just outside the door. There had been some cover from the direct glare of the sun there, so some polish was still apparent on the wooden planks. Parallel threads of golden and deep brown wood seemed to flow with the direction of the sunlight falling on the floor around the plate. The shadow it cast was crisp and almost ebony in its shade.

The vital in-itselfness of that moment of perception is still etched on my memory more than twenty years later. The conditioned analytical mind was in disarray. ‘How’ it asked itself ‘could a cheap bit of mass-produced plastic have so much significance – so much integral beauty?”
No answer presented itself and the thinking part of myself gave up and dissolved into direct participation in the experience.


Instants of awareness


At moments such as this, integral knowingness of the true nature of an instant of awareness opens spontaneously. A series of such moments form a thread of experiences that remain as fresh and vital in intensity and significance as when they originally happened. They appear to exist outside the mechanically ordered convention called time. There is a quality in them that lifts, empowers and frees. Qualitatively, they are as different from what passes for normal everyday life as cognitive mediocrity differs from transcendent genius.

The vital aspect that allows ‘plastic plate moments’ to happen is a certain state of mind of the participatory observer. In those moments, you become simultaneously both the observer and the observed or, put another way, ‘both the scientist and the experiment’.

You are feeling and knowing that you are feeling – allowing the process of contact with either an external object or an internal subjective experience, to arise, go through the changing process of being and then passing away. This is not analytical unemotional observation. It is feelingful yet non-judgemental observation of the processes of mind.

It is interesting to compare this approach of focused bare-awareness with some concepts found in Quantum Mechanics where the observer has an acknowledged bearing on the outcome of an experiment.

‘Once we have measured the system, we know its current state and this stops it from being in one of its other states. This means that the type of measurement that we do on the system affects the end state of the system’. B.D'Espagnat, P.Eberhard, W.Schommers, F.Selleri. Quantum Theory and Pictures of Reality. Springer-Verlag, 1989, ISBN 3-540-50152-5

Note: the observer referred to here may not be a conscious observer. ‘An important aspect of the concept of measurement has been clarified in some Quantum Mechanics experiments where a single electron proved sufficient as an "observer" — there is no need for a conscious "observer". Science Daily quoting in 1998 from the Weizmann Institute Of Science.

Neither the ‘plastic plate moment’ nor the imaginative ‘story-telling moment’ was observed by a single electron however. Living moments of bare-awareness require the full spectrum of human interaction and consciousness - not some reduced aspect of it.

‘Plastic plate moments’ are glimpses of awakening.

Here’s another example:
Opening my eyes to another day in the Mega city - another day surrounded by the dark menacing drone of blocked traffic in narrow lanes built for bicycles and the occasional buffalo cart - another day sandwiched between the cacophony of construction sites and the glare of sub-tropical sun through smog. Stretching, yawning then turning on my side, something caught my eye.

Something indistinct and small was gleaming in a thin shaft of morning sun that was coming in between the drawn orange curtains. It lay on the floor near the door. It shone like a tiny star – glowing and glinting.

In the soft light of dawn, I could not see what it was so I got up and went nearer. I bent down and picked it up to see what it was. It turned out to be a little piece of shiny blue plastic that had previously been covering a metal clothes hanger. This tiny piece of conventionally worthless material had fallen by chance, at just the right position, at the right window of time to shine like a star.

The battered blue fragment that had shone out sunfire lifted my spirits and became, in retrospect, a metaphor for awakened living surrounded by the crushing stress of contemporary life.

This fleeting encounter suggests what each of us can be. The shard of blue plastic was simply itself. It did nothing except fall to the ground unnoticed. The attitude of the observer was crucial for the manifestation of the experience. There was a curiosity, a wanting to find out what was there. There was a willingness to go beyond inertia, to move out of one’s comfort zone and to be open to discover what was there. The willingness to find out the truth had to be great enough to fire the effort to get up and go to see what was there. Bending down symbolises letting go of pre-suppositions. There was also the actualized willingness to reach out, hold the object and take a good look at it, again to see what was there instead of seeking confirmation of what you had previously supposed it to be or hoped that it would be.

With openness of mind and the ability to focus on what the moment brings long enough to see its true nature; with sufficient skill to observe the changes an experience goes through mindfully; with a non-judgemental attitude and without the tendency to cling to or reject any aspect of the experience but to simply let it go through its natural life cycle, your way of perceiving and interacting with life takes on a different quality.

Being in the moment can transform a plastic plate into an object of beauty and a tiny piece of rubbish into a shining star.